So I'm up at CC right now at the Terrace Cafe just editing my pictures until I meet up with Paige to eat lunch in the Student Union. THEN I'm going to hang out with Melissa, and somewhere in my adventure today: I'm going to visit Dr. Johnston and Monica! :) Saturday is Melissa's birthday, so to celebrate, I came up here and made her FUNETTI CUPCAKES!! eeeeeekk!
I'll be honest, it's really strange being here again. I've only been gone EXACTLY 3 weeks but it still feels weird just popping up out of the blue. I miss this place SO much, and a HUMUNGO part of me wishes I never left...but that small part of me knows I needed to for my health. I just need to take large breaks for time to time, and I can't do that while going to school. Everyone keeps asking me if I'll be able to move to Charleston in April to go to the AI, and honestly, I KNOW I'm not able to...but I'm taking the leap of faith anyway! My daddy used to always call me "Hatch" when I was little because I would always be hatching out of my shell. But that shell quickly filled back up when my daddy left. But then a very important lady opened that shell back up and I became "Hatch" again. My momma told me the other day that I'm always taking leaps of faith no matter how big or how small they are, and that I will always do whatever I am being given no matter what comes my way....and the biggest challenge I've had has to deal with my seizures and it kills me that they hold me back and slow me down sometimes. But I'm determined that I won't let this get the best of me. I'm going to keep moving on with a smile on my face no matter how hard it is because if God puts an obstacle in my life, He only does it to make me a stronger person. I know that God is doing everything for a reason and even though I don't know that reason right now, I'm trusting in Him to show me the way. I know God wants me to go to Charleston: I can just feel it in my heart, and I can't explain it no matter how many times I try and no matter how many questions are asked. If God didn't want me to go, then He wouldn't have made it where I would have gotten accepted...but He did and I'm ready to face the challenge and the challenges that wait ahead.
ANYWAY! I hope everyone has a blessed day! Off to eat lunch with Paige :)
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
"'For I know the plans I have for you,' declares the Lord..." Jeremiah 29:11 ♥ †
I am SERIOUSLY on top of the world right now, and no one can bring me down! God has blessed me with so much in my life and all I can do is smile about it and be thankful for every door He has opened, every person He has put in my life, every opportunity He has let me have a chance at, every accomplishment He has helped me achieve and get through, every heartache that has come my way, every single thing I have and have been through in my life ALL GOES TO HIM because everything I have been able to do and everything I have pushed through, God has made me a stronger person, and I'm SO THANKFUL to have such a strong-willed mind set on every little thing! I want to thank my momma who has been here since day one pushing me and telling me that I can do ANYTHING that I set my heart and mind to and who has been my hero through everything! (KAY-SERA-SERA) I thank my brother Dakota, my sister Amber, and my brother-in-law Jon-Ryan for always being there for me, always giving me hugs (and the "lucky kisses" Dakota gives me), who are always telling me I can do anything and everything in this "big wide world full of icky girls" as Dakota calls it, who have given me so much advice, and who have been the BEST siblings a girl could have! I thank my grandparents who have been 110% supportive in everything I do and everything I set my mind to and who have my back with every little thing! I thank my Aunt Lisa and Uncle Joel who have been like second parents to me and who have given me SO much advice about every little thing and who have been there for be every step of the way! I thank my daddy who has always pushed me to do well in school and who has been supportive of every decision I've made for my life! (DON'T STOP BELIEVIN'!) I thank my stepmomma, Tammy, who has been here for SO LONG, who has always been here for me through the good, bad, and ugly, and who is STILL here for me to this day! (GOTTA LIVE LIKE WE'RE DYING! and AIN'T NO MOUNTAIN HIGH ENOUGH! "I divorced the man, not the 'daugher'!") I thank KRay for being there for me ALL THROUGHOUT high school and even to this day, who brought me out of my shell and into the person I am today, who has given me SO much advice, who is right by my side to this day, who has uplifted me with so many encouraging words, who has jumped on the band-wagon of "2nd moms", and who I give most of the credit to for everything I have accomplished because without her pushing me and opening me up, I wouldn't have made it this far! I thank Pocahontas (MRS. MOORE!) who has been here cheering me along side KRay supporting me in every way, given me advice, giving me encouraging words when I needed them the most and even when I thought I didn't need any, telling me I can do ANYTHING I set my mind to, and just being the part of the "2nd mom" crew! I thank my best friend Jessie JJ the Jetplane Beck who has been here for me ever since 3rd grade (10 YEARS BABE!), who I've never been in ONE SINGLE argument with, who makes me laugh in any given situation, and who has had my back since the day we've met! I thank JESSICA LAUREN MOYER! (aka BEAN!) who, even though I've only been good friends with for a short while, has given me so much advice, who has my back with pretty much anything!, who I can tell anything to, and who makes me laugh at any given point! I thank Brittany Martin who has given me so much hope in my life!, who has been there for me through everything, who makes me laugh without saying a words, and who I thank for bringing photography back in my life because without her, I wouldn't have the same passion for photography like I do now! I thank Dr. Johnston and Alexis Murdock, the 2 most amazing profesors at CC in my book! These two lovely ladies have given me SO much support just in the short time I've known them, who know exactly what to say to make me feel better, who have been there for me pushing me and telling me to never give up on my dreams, and who I love very love! I thank ALL of my friends and family who have helped me and guided me through my life, who have given me SO much advice, who I love with my WHOLE heart!
WOW!
I haven't posted ANYTHING in awhile and there has been A LOT going on since the last time I posted so let's see...
1.) Halloween was amazing! I made the choice to go trick-or-treating with Dakota and our dad at my dad's parents' house (for old time sake) INSTEAD OF going out in the Vista/5 Points with my friends...you know a girl loves her family to blow of her friends on HALLOWEEN! but my friends understood and still love me all the same :)
2.) 2 weeks before my birthday, my dad had to move to West Virginia with Terry. That tore me apart but I understood that he had to do what he had to do. It tore my dad apart too.
3.) My 19th birthday: WELL THAT could have gone better. I spent my birthday with a very FABULOUS person though (KRay), but the day before my birthday and the day OF my birthday, I had a seizure. The day before my birthday I had to be rushed to the ER. So yeah not a very good place to spend your birthday and not the greatest condition either...and not having my daddy here for my birthday killed me too...so yeah probably the WORST birthday ever! but hey at least it wasn't my 18th birthday (WHICH IS A BIG ONE I KID YOU NOT!) or at my Sweet 16...I think I would have cried! lol
4.) The last few weeks were very hard on me! Exams were tough when I didn't know some of the materials from being out so much because of my seizures. But in the end, I did well except in my Reading class.
5.) The last few weeks before Christmas Break, I had decided to take a leave of absense for the Spring semester because I just didn't want to go through another awful semester with my seizures (awful as in I had 22 seizures JUST in the month of NOVEMBER!). But they told me to think about my decision over Christmas Break which I thought to myself that there was nothing to think about because taking a leave of absense is what I NEEDED to do for myself. I strongly tried to fight against it, but I just couldn't.
6.) CHRISTMAS BREAK WAS AMAZING! I got to spend time with a lot of my family and friends. The first day of Christmas Break, I go to spend the afternoon with KRay and Pocahontas (aka Mrs. Ray and Mrs. Moore if I've never mentioned that in this blog). They are totally amazing and support me 110% in everything I set my mind to do, and I love them both SO much (AND EQUALLY). :) The second day of Christmas Break, my mom's dad side of the family had a family reunion so those are always fun getting to see all of my family that I don't get to see on a regular basis. (My mom's side of the family is HUMONGO!!! my grandpa is one out of I believe 9 or 10 boys? and my grandma has 2 sisters and then I think 6 brothers? I seriosuly can't keep up with everyone lol, BUT I love them ALL!) Christmas was amazing! We made a little change-a-roo this year (which I don't like changes when it comes to holiday get-togethers because I like everything to be the same every year, but they did change after my parents got a divorce so hey! change is a good thing I guess, but still...NO!!! lol) BUT ANYWAY! THIS year the adults weren't going to exchange presents (and when I say adults I mean OLD PEOPLE tehe!) but you know how family goes, everyone feels bad and winds up getting or making everyone A LITTLE SOMETHING! Instead of opening up presents that our grandparents gave us; me, Dakota, and Amber opened up presents from them on Christmas Eve (when my parents were together, we'd always go to my dad's parents' house and have Christmas with them and my aunt and uncles and sometimes cousins, but they changed after my parents got divorced and then when my dad and stepmom got divorced). So yeah, it kinda felt strange just a tiny bit. But nonetheless, it was so nice spending time with my family! Christmas morning, we all opened presents from my mom and then went to my mom's parents house (again) to eat Brunch with my grandparents, aunt and uncle, and cousins. Then 3 days after Christmas, my dad drove down from West Virginia to spend Christmas with us! He stayed here for 3 days and played with Dakota, so I'm SO glad my dad got to do that. Honestly, I don't think my dad has seen Dakota for 3 straight days since my dad was with my stepmom. I'll be honest, it tears me apart that I don't get to see my dad's side of the family for holidays anymore. I still talk to them and have relationships with them because they're my family and NOTHING'S going to tear me apart from my family. Everything changed once my parents divorced and then my dad and stepmom divorced. I don't think I would have as strong of a relationship with my dad's parents like I do now if it weren't for my stepmom. I never knew this (always sensed it but guess I didn't want to believe it) that my stepmom was the one who kept my family together (as in she's the reason my dad saw us every other weekend like he was scheduled to get us and she's the reason why my dad talked to his parents while my dad and stepmom were together....and I guess that's because my dad was so ashamed of leaving my mom that he couldn't face his parents....so I'm SO thankful that my stepmom pushed him with the time she had with him and I'm glad she's still here for me 110% TO THIS DAY! I LOVE YOU TAE!)
7.) Christmas Break cont.: NEW YEAR'S EDITION :))) I spent New Year's with my stepmom, Tammy, and her family. and ok EVERYONE asks me, "is that weird?" and the convo goes something like this: random friend: "isn't that weird?" me: "what's weird? (acting like I have NO clue what they're talking about when clearly I do pshhh)" random friend: "that your dad and stepmom are divorced, but you STILL have a relationship with HER AND HER NEW FAMILY?!?!" me: "...." haha that's pretty much HOW IT GOES! and the only thing I HONESTLY say is that YEAH! it WAS weird when Tammy asked me the Summer of 2008 to come spend a week with her (and her "new" family). And again, I'll be honest, I was awkward and she knew it was a little awkward, but they made me feel comfortable and they didn't make me feel like, "oh she's the EX stepdaughter!" NO! they welcomed me into their family like I'm one of theirs (even though they're clearly PECAN TAN as Michael calls it...and well, me? I'M CHALK WHITE! haha! pshhh SO IS TAMMY SO THERE! lol). But yeah, when I think about someone else asking me if it's weird, I totally udnerstand how it's weird TRUST ME! BUT ANYWAY!!! (I talk too much so yah!) So yeah, I HAD A LOT OF FUN at her house but will not discuss the content of the FUN! bahahaha Tammy knows what I'm talking about tehe! :)
8.) OK! so everyone probably wondering what my decision was about school: to stay at CC or take a leave of absence? WELL! I decided to go back to CC for the Spring semester. I thought I was ready to go back, and I was SO excited to go back! BUT over Christmas break, I decided to change my majors (notice the plural!). I decided to DROP my math major and just stick to my photography major! And I actually have been talking to The Art Institute of Charleston and trying to get into that school...BUT OK MORE DETAILS IN LATE NUMBERS :)
9.) ok SO! This semester was going well. I scheduled all of my classes and since I was unable to change my majors at CC, the LOVELY Dr. Hopkins scheduled me in classes that were defined as me being an undeclared major even though my records still say I'm a math major. But yeah, so I love all of my classes and they were going very well. UNTIL! the 2nd week of classes, I passed out in the BACK hallway of the music hall! (and when I say BACK hallway, I mean the hallway that NO ONE ever take yeah lucky me!) So, no one found me for a good 15 minutes. The girl who found me was in my class, she was new to this class and didn't know where the bathroom was, and found me lying in the hallway and I'm SO thankful because we had at least 30-45 min. left of class when I looked at the clock and went to the bathroom. I felt perfectly fine and I thought I had made it to the bathroom GUESS NOT! So yeah I was rushed to the ER because I hit my head on the floor and I was unconscious so yeah not a very pleasant Wednesday that was! I felt fine but wasn't allowed to go to any of my classes until the next Monday, but I went that Friday like a stubborn little bug and went anyway because I just couldn't get far behind. Well the weekend approached, I felt fine, I got all of my assignments that I missed from my professors, and was being very deligent in my work throughout the weekend. On Monday, I woke up SO pumped and motivated. I was SO busy that day but was motivated to get everything done. I didn't feel stressed or under any pressure and I was taking one thing at a time. Tuesday night, I felt a little weird. I couldn't breathe that well, but fell asleep very early. Wednesday night, I felt EXTREMELY weird! I couldn't breathe which kept me up all night! But when I woke up Thursday morning, I felt well enough to go to class. I got ready, got my books and headed out of my dorm. Usually, I go straight down the stairs (our dorm room is right next to the door that leads to the stairs, so no walking down the hallway junk). Well, something kept telling me that I needed to go fill my waterbottle up in the waterfountain that's DOWN the hallway and on the opposite side of the stairs. So I went back in my room, grabbed my water bottle, laughed at Melissa because her mouth was wide open as she slept tehe!, and then I was out the door again. But this time, I headed DOWN the hallway instead of down the stairs. Something kept telling me that I needed to get water from THAT fountain. I was going to go downstairs and hit the last water fountain I saw or just get water in the building my class was, but NO I had to go to THAT waterfountain down the hall from my room. So I did, but half-way down I collapsed out of no where and with no warning at all. And no one found me for a good 20 minutes. I was having a seizure and I hit my head on the floor again, but this time the left side of my head. But then I stopped having a seizure and was perfectly still, but I was unconscious and not breathing. The ambulance got there and I was still unconscious. And they told me after about 15 min. of them being there I was responsive. Then I was rushed to the ER. I couldn't talk, like nothing was coming out of my mouth when I tried to talk and it scared me! They gave me some medicine through my IV that would help me relax and when they were taking me to xray (they thought I did something to my neck and back because I complained a lot about it hurting really bad), I saw my grandma and I told her that I didn't want to go back to CC....that afternoon, I talked to Dr. Hopkins and we both decided that it would be a good idea to take a leave of absence and withdraw from my classes. I was devasted because that was the last thing I wanted to do because I LOVE CC and EVERYONE there! I've met SO many great people and became friends with everyone there! Everyone I have met there have been supportive towards to and my difficulties (especially Alexis Murdock, my LA 100 instructor from Fall semester, and Dr. Johnston, my chorus director for both semesters...these 2 women are AMAZING!)....but I knew that this was the right decision no matter how I felt about it.
9.) SO! on February 5th, the day after I was rushed the ER, I packed up all of my stuff and moved out on February 6th. I couldn't stop crying. Melissa (my roommate) has become my best friend and CC has become my home and it was very hard to leave! But Dr. Johnston, Alexis, and SO MANY OTHER PEOPLE have given me courage, strength, and support and are with me every step of the way. Dr. Johnston said this to me and it will stick with me for the REST OF MY LIFE: "...but don't give up on your dreams. This is only a change of direction, not a beginning or end. Whatever your dreams are, they are of value, and you can achieve them. I believe that with faith all things are possible. I believe that of you as I believe it of myself, and of the world we live in!" GOSH I LOVE HER!
10.) EXCITING NEWS!: TODAY: February 16th! I GOT ACCEPTED TO THE ART INSTITUTE OF CHARLESTON! I AM SO STOKED!!! I seriously cried when they called me and told that I was accpeted because this means EVERYTHING to me! I have decided to major in photography. I want to be a professional photographer AND a photography teacher! KRay has told me for so long to never give up my dream to teach because that's one thing I would absolutely LOVE to do! I'm so glad that God has shown me His path for me once again, and I'm always blessed to have such great family and friends behind me to support and love me! I love them so much words can never describe! So thanks everyone
11.) ok WOOO! that was a mouth full! Well I'm heading out! Bean (Jessica MO Moyer!) is picking me up soon so we can go pick up KRay to do movie night tonight! SO EXCITED! Today's gonna be an awesome day! :)
I hope everyone has a blessed day and a wonderful week! I'll try and post more details of my awesome life more often! ha! Love you all! :)
1.) Halloween was amazing! I made the choice to go trick-or-treating with Dakota and our dad at my dad's parents' house (for old time sake) INSTEAD OF going out in the Vista/5 Points with my friends...you know a girl loves her family to blow of her friends on HALLOWEEN! but my friends understood and still love me all the same :)
2.) 2 weeks before my birthday, my dad had to move to West Virginia with Terry. That tore me apart but I understood that he had to do what he had to do. It tore my dad apart too.
3.) My 19th birthday: WELL THAT could have gone better. I spent my birthday with a very FABULOUS person though (KRay), but the day before my birthday and the day OF my birthday, I had a seizure. The day before my birthday I had to be rushed to the ER. So yeah not a very good place to spend your birthday and not the greatest condition either...and not having my daddy here for my birthday killed me too...so yeah probably the WORST birthday ever! but hey at least it wasn't my 18th birthday (WHICH IS A BIG ONE I KID YOU NOT!) or at my Sweet 16...I think I would have cried! lol
4.) The last few weeks were very hard on me! Exams were tough when I didn't know some of the materials from being out so much because of my seizures. But in the end, I did well except in my Reading class.
5.) The last few weeks before Christmas Break, I had decided to take a leave of absense for the Spring semester because I just didn't want to go through another awful semester with my seizures (awful as in I had 22 seizures JUST in the month of NOVEMBER!). But they told me to think about my decision over Christmas Break which I thought to myself that there was nothing to think about because taking a leave of absense is what I NEEDED to do for myself. I strongly tried to fight against it, but I just couldn't.
6.) CHRISTMAS BREAK WAS AMAZING! I got to spend time with a lot of my family and friends. The first day of Christmas Break, I go to spend the afternoon with KRay and Pocahontas (aka Mrs. Ray and Mrs. Moore if I've never mentioned that in this blog). They are totally amazing and support me 110% in everything I set my mind to do, and I love them both SO much (AND EQUALLY). :) The second day of Christmas Break, my mom's dad side of the family had a family reunion so those are always fun getting to see all of my family that I don't get to see on a regular basis. (My mom's side of the family is HUMONGO!!! my grandpa is one out of I believe 9 or 10 boys? and my grandma has 2 sisters and then I think 6 brothers? I seriosuly can't keep up with everyone lol, BUT I love them ALL!) Christmas was amazing! We made a little change-a-roo this year (which I don't like changes when it comes to holiday get-togethers because I like everything to be the same every year, but they did change after my parents got a divorce so hey! change is a good thing I guess, but still...NO!!! lol) BUT ANYWAY! THIS year the adults weren't going to exchange presents (and when I say adults I mean OLD PEOPLE tehe!) but you know how family goes, everyone feels bad and winds up getting or making everyone A LITTLE SOMETHING! Instead of opening up presents that our grandparents gave us; me, Dakota, and Amber opened up presents from them on Christmas Eve (when my parents were together, we'd always go to my dad's parents' house and have Christmas with them and my aunt and uncles and sometimes cousins, but they changed after my parents got divorced and then when my dad and stepmom got divorced). So yeah, it kinda felt strange just a tiny bit. But nonetheless, it was so nice spending time with my family! Christmas morning, we all opened presents from my mom and then went to my mom's parents house (again) to eat Brunch with my grandparents, aunt and uncle, and cousins. Then 3 days after Christmas, my dad drove down from West Virginia to spend Christmas with us! He stayed here for 3 days and played with Dakota, so I'm SO glad my dad got to do that. Honestly, I don't think my dad has seen Dakota for 3 straight days since my dad was with my stepmom. I'll be honest, it tears me apart that I don't get to see my dad's side of the family for holidays anymore. I still talk to them and have relationships with them because they're my family and NOTHING'S going to tear me apart from my family. Everything changed once my parents divorced and then my dad and stepmom divorced. I don't think I would have as strong of a relationship with my dad's parents like I do now if it weren't for my stepmom. I never knew this (always sensed it but guess I didn't want to believe it) that my stepmom was the one who kept my family together (as in she's the reason my dad saw us every other weekend like he was scheduled to get us and she's the reason why my dad talked to his parents while my dad and stepmom were together....and I guess that's because my dad was so ashamed of leaving my mom that he couldn't face his parents....so I'm SO thankful that my stepmom pushed him with the time she had with him and I'm glad she's still here for me 110% TO THIS DAY! I LOVE YOU TAE!)
7.) Christmas Break cont.: NEW YEAR'S EDITION :))) I spent New Year's with my stepmom, Tammy, and her family. and ok EVERYONE asks me, "is that weird?" and the convo goes something like this: random friend: "isn't that weird?" me: "what's weird? (acting like I have NO clue what they're talking about when clearly I do pshhh)" random friend: "that your dad and stepmom are divorced, but you STILL have a relationship with HER AND HER NEW FAMILY?!?!" me: "...." haha that's pretty much HOW IT GOES! and the only thing I HONESTLY say is that YEAH! it WAS weird when Tammy asked me the Summer of 2008 to come spend a week with her (and her "new" family). And again, I'll be honest, I was awkward and she knew it was a little awkward, but they made me feel comfortable and they didn't make me feel like, "oh she's the EX stepdaughter!" NO! they welcomed me into their family like I'm one of theirs (even though they're clearly PECAN TAN as Michael calls it...and well, me? I'M CHALK WHITE! haha! pshhh SO IS TAMMY SO THERE! lol). But yeah, when I think about someone else asking me if it's weird, I totally udnerstand how it's weird TRUST ME! BUT ANYWAY!!! (I talk too much so yah!) So yeah, I HAD A LOT OF FUN at her house but will not discuss the content of the FUN! bahahaha Tammy knows what I'm talking about tehe! :)
8.) OK! so everyone probably wondering what my decision was about school: to stay at CC or take a leave of absence? WELL! I decided to go back to CC for the Spring semester. I thought I was ready to go back, and I was SO excited to go back! BUT over Christmas break, I decided to change my majors (notice the plural!). I decided to DROP my math major and just stick to my photography major! And I actually have been talking to The Art Institute of Charleston and trying to get into that school...BUT OK MORE DETAILS IN LATE NUMBERS :)
9.) ok SO! This semester was going well. I scheduled all of my classes and since I was unable to change my majors at CC, the LOVELY Dr. Hopkins scheduled me in classes that were defined as me being an undeclared major even though my records still say I'm a math major. But yeah, so I love all of my classes and they were going very well. UNTIL! the 2nd week of classes, I passed out in the BACK hallway of the music hall! (and when I say BACK hallway, I mean the hallway that NO ONE ever take yeah lucky me!) So, no one found me for a good 15 minutes. The girl who found me was in my class, she was new to this class and didn't know where the bathroom was, and found me lying in the hallway and I'm SO thankful because we had at least 30-45 min. left of class when I looked at the clock and went to the bathroom. I felt perfectly fine and I thought I had made it to the bathroom GUESS NOT! So yeah I was rushed to the ER because I hit my head on the floor and I was unconscious so yeah not a very pleasant Wednesday that was! I felt fine but wasn't allowed to go to any of my classes until the next Monday, but I went that Friday like a stubborn little bug and went anyway because I just couldn't get far behind. Well the weekend approached, I felt fine, I got all of my assignments that I missed from my professors, and was being very deligent in my work throughout the weekend. On Monday, I woke up SO pumped and motivated. I was SO busy that day but was motivated to get everything done. I didn't feel stressed or under any pressure and I was taking one thing at a time. Tuesday night, I felt a little weird. I couldn't breathe that well, but fell asleep very early. Wednesday night, I felt EXTREMELY weird! I couldn't breathe which kept me up all night! But when I woke up Thursday morning, I felt well enough to go to class. I got ready, got my books and headed out of my dorm. Usually, I go straight down the stairs (our dorm room is right next to the door that leads to the stairs, so no walking down the hallway junk). Well, something kept telling me that I needed to go fill my waterbottle up in the waterfountain that's DOWN the hallway and on the opposite side of the stairs. So I went back in my room, grabbed my water bottle, laughed at Melissa because her mouth was wide open as she slept tehe!, and then I was out the door again. But this time, I headed DOWN the hallway instead of down the stairs. Something kept telling me that I needed to get water from THAT fountain. I was going to go downstairs and hit the last water fountain I saw or just get water in the building my class was, but NO I had to go to THAT waterfountain down the hall from my room. So I did, but half-way down I collapsed out of no where and with no warning at all. And no one found me for a good 20 minutes. I was having a seizure and I hit my head on the floor again, but this time the left side of my head. But then I stopped having a seizure and was perfectly still, but I was unconscious and not breathing. The ambulance got there and I was still unconscious. And they told me after about 15 min. of them being there I was responsive. Then I was rushed to the ER. I couldn't talk, like nothing was coming out of my mouth when I tried to talk and it scared me! They gave me some medicine through my IV that would help me relax and when they were taking me to xray (they thought I did something to my neck and back because I complained a lot about it hurting really bad), I saw my grandma and I told her that I didn't want to go back to CC....that afternoon, I talked to Dr. Hopkins and we both decided that it would be a good idea to take a leave of absence and withdraw from my classes. I was devasted because that was the last thing I wanted to do because I LOVE CC and EVERYONE there! I've met SO many great people and became friends with everyone there! Everyone I have met there have been supportive towards to and my difficulties (especially Alexis Murdock, my LA 100 instructor from Fall semester, and Dr. Johnston, my chorus director for both semesters...these 2 women are AMAZING!)....but I knew that this was the right decision no matter how I felt about it.
9.) SO! on February 5th, the day after I was rushed the ER, I packed up all of my stuff and moved out on February 6th. I couldn't stop crying. Melissa (my roommate) has become my best friend and CC has become my home and it was very hard to leave! But Dr. Johnston, Alexis, and SO MANY OTHER PEOPLE have given me courage, strength, and support and are with me every step of the way. Dr. Johnston said this to me and it will stick with me for the REST OF MY LIFE: "...but don't give up on your dreams. This is only a change of direction, not a beginning or end. Whatever your dreams are, they are of value, and you can achieve them. I believe that with faith all things are possible. I believe that of you as I believe it of myself, and of the world we live in!" GOSH I LOVE HER!
10.) EXCITING NEWS!: TODAY: February 16th! I GOT ACCEPTED TO THE ART INSTITUTE OF CHARLESTON! I AM SO STOKED!!! I seriously cried when they called me and told that I was accpeted because this means EVERYTHING to me! I have decided to major in photography. I want to be a professional photographer AND a photography teacher! KRay has told me for so long to never give up my dream to teach because that's one thing I would absolutely LOVE to do! I'm so glad that God has shown me His path for me once again, and I'm always blessed to have such great family and friends behind me to support and love me! I love them so much words can never describe! So thanks everyone
11.) ok WOOO! that was a mouth full! Well I'm heading out! Bean (Jessica MO Moyer!) is picking me up soon so we can go pick up KRay to do movie night tonight! SO EXCITED! Today's gonna be an awesome day! :)
I hope everyone has a blessed day and a wonderful week! I'll try and post more details of my awesome life more often! ha! Love you all! :)
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Life in One Short Month
Life has been so crazy lately, and I can't even describe it. Life has been hard, frustrating, unfair, exciting at times, and unbelievable. In the last month that I haven't been on here, I've lost a friend due to a car accident, saw a very important someone who I've missed so much (even though I saw her this past summer, but that feels like forever ago), have endured a lot of physical and emotional pain, and have gone to the ER more than the average person should. Out of all these hardships and leaps and bounds, I've stayed strong.
I went to my friend, Greg's, viewing and that was the hardest thing I have ever had to do or see. I did not see myself saying goodbye to a friend like that and I hope that I don't have to do that ever again. My heart is at ease right now because of his mom's story. His mom told me that he wasn't alone. There was a woman who witnessed the accident. She went over to Greg, saw that he was gone, sat in his damaged car, held his hand, and prayed over him. She didn't know his name, how old he was, where he was from, nothing. She didn't even know what to do...other than pray real hard. I am relieved that he wasn't alone even if he passed suddenly. I know Greg is in a better place. He's happier than he ever would be on Earth, and he's in good hands. He's safe. He's loved and missed so much.
Over Fall Break, I went to my stepmom's house. I only get to see her but once a year if that, but I'm so glad that I've gotten to see her 3 times now (and a 4th time over Christmas Break). I miss her every day and love her more than she'll ever know. It was a very emotional weekend while I was there because of my seizures and finding out that Greg passed away, but I did have fun with her. I'm so glad she's there for me to this day, even after years of her and my dad being divorced. Many people think it's quite weird that I still talk to her, but no one else matters. Tammy's one of my best friends and she's still my "mom" no matter what the papers say, no matter what people say, no matter what. I love her so much and I miss her terribly.
This past Monday, I had at EEG done, and I won't know anything until tomorrow afternoon. I hope I at least get SOME questions answered. I'm tired of all the pain, all the tests, all the ER and hospital visits, all the bruises from the IVs put in me, all the blood work, all the medications I get put on, being scared out of my mind, getting sick, being "sick", everything! No one should go through 3 years of pain, 3 years being scared to sleep or do anything, 3 years of tests after same tests, 3 years of not knowing what's wrong with you. But I'm not going to give up. I refuse to give up without a fight, and I fight the pain everyday. I'm strong because the people around me make me strong and give me courage to keep fighting.
..............................to be cont.......................
I went to my friend, Greg's, viewing and that was the hardest thing I have ever had to do or see. I did not see myself saying goodbye to a friend like that and I hope that I don't have to do that ever again. My heart is at ease right now because of his mom's story. His mom told me that he wasn't alone. There was a woman who witnessed the accident. She went over to Greg, saw that he was gone, sat in his damaged car, held his hand, and prayed over him. She didn't know his name, how old he was, where he was from, nothing. She didn't even know what to do...other than pray real hard. I am relieved that he wasn't alone even if he passed suddenly. I know Greg is in a better place. He's happier than he ever would be on Earth, and he's in good hands. He's safe. He's loved and missed so much.
Over Fall Break, I went to my stepmom's house. I only get to see her but once a year if that, but I'm so glad that I've gotten to see her 3 times now (and a 4th time over Christmas Break). I miss her every day and love her more than she'll ever know. It was a very emotional weekend while I was there because of my seizures and finding out that Greg passed away, but I did have fun with her. I'm so glad she's there for me to this day, even after years of her and my dad being divorced. Many people think it's quite weird that I still talk to her, but no one else matters. Tammy's one of my best friends and she's still my "mom" no matter what the papers say, no matter what people say, no matter what. I love her so much and I miss her terribly.
This past Monday, I had at EEG done, and I won't know anything until tomorrow afternoon. I hope I at least get SOME questions answered. I'm tired of all the pain, all the tests, all the ER and hospital visits, all the bruises from the IVs put in me, all the blood work, all the medications I get put on, being scared out of my mind, getting sick, being "sick", everything! No one should go through 3 years of pain, 3 years being scared to sleep or do anything, 3 years of tests after same tests, 3 years of not knowing what's wrong with you. But I'm not going to give up. I refuse to give up without a fight, and I fight the pain everyday. I'm strong because the people around me make me strong and give me courage to keep fighting.
..............................to be cont.......................
Friday, September 18, 2009
"It's ok to share the load" thanks KRay!
This week has just been plain out awful, I won't lie. It's been one of those kinds of weeks where I just can't put a smile on my face for long. I passed out on Monday because I couldn't eat since I had back-to-back classes from 9:00-3:00 without a lunch break. I passed out in my dorm room and totally skipped my voice class in order to go to lunch. Then on Tuesday, I passed out in Jackie's and Paige's dorm room. I thought it was my blood sugar, but it wasn't. The paramedics thought it was something else so I agreed to go to the emergency room (which when I got there I knew it was a bad decision). They told me it was a seizure and so was the blackout I had on Monday. I still don't think it was a seizure. I know my body. The ER doctor also told me that none of my other health problems were a factor which was totally wrong because I was having an asthma attack in the middle of me passing out. Usually when I have a seizure, I don't remember anything and I'm violently shaking. They just now are figuring out that I have seizures. They believe the day I passed out in January of 2008 at school and the day I passed out back in May of this year at the Senior Bonfire, was a seizure (and again, I don't remember what happened and I was shaking violently). I remember passing out on Monday and Tuesday and I was shaking, like blood sugar shaking. I was weak and dizzy. It's just all frustrating. I haven't been to any of my classes since Tuesday, missed a Precal test yesterday, and I'm really far behind.
Today, I went to the doctor because I've been having really bad, sharp pains on my left side from my ribs all the way down to my hip bone and around my diaphragm. I did blood work (which they had to poke both of my arms and dig to get a vein...fun right? YEAH RIGHT!). My test came back negative for any stomach ulcers and I'll find out on Monday if anything is wrong with my liver. My doctor thinks that it's all the medicine I'm on so she took me off of the Naproxen and told me to double up on my Nexium. Just glorious! I've been scared that something like this was going to happen and they told me that it was "ok" to take all that medicine at once where it won't do any harm. YEAH RIGHT! No offense to any of the doctors I've seen (and trust me, I've seen too many), but I'm really sick of all the tests, x-rays, MRIs, blood work, IVs, just EVERYTHING! It'll be 3 years in October, I believe, that all of this has been going on. They've tested me for diabetes (negative), tumors (negative), heart problems (negative), ulcers (negative) EVERYTHING UNDER THE MOON! and it's all NEGATIVE! It's scary, frustrating, and just plain out tiring. All the doctor appointments, ambulance rides, Emergency Room visits, pass outs, asthma attacks, medicines, just everything. But you know? I've been hanging in there, staying strong, taking all the pain that goes with the tests and the everyday pain, trusting God and knowing that He's with me, and choosing to put a smile on my face acting like every thing's fine when it's not. My stepmom, Tammy, has told me so many times that it's amazing how much I've been through the last 3 years and in my whole life and yet, I still have a smile on my face and have enough strength to say, "I'm doing ok," to someone who asks how I am, even though I'm far from just "ok." I'm honestly terrible. I'm just blessed to have family and friends who are so supporting even though they have no idea what it's like going through all of this, but they try they're best to keep me sane and smiling while taking everything off of my mind. I'm really grateful to have 2 awesome teachers behind me as well. Not only were they my teachers back in high school, but also my best friends and I'm glad I can still call them my best friends. Yesterday, Mrs. Ray could tell that something was wrong other than me just being in pain, and she told me that even though it's hard to talk about, it's even better to share the load sometimes. So, I told her everything that was on my mind. Mrs. Ray and Mrs. Moore have been there for me so long and this week, they're the main ones (including my mom and grandma) who have kept me sane and made sure that smile on my face was kept in it's place and I thank them so much for that. They always know what to do to make me feel better. They both just crack me up even if it's only them tripping over their own 2 feet (one foot for Mrs. Moore haha long story). I'm just so glad I have them to go to.
This week has just been a roller coaster and I'm trying my best to stay on no matter how many times it goes up, down, and around. I choose to stay strong and have a smile on my face no matter how hard it is and how much it hurts. I'm just ready for this to be over with and right now, but I feel like it's not going to. Everyone keeps telling me that they understand and that everything will be "ok" when they truly don't understand until they're in my position and when they don't know if everything will be "ok". Not trying to be negative, but I feel like it won't ever be just "ok". I'm trying to stay positive and just not think about it, but it's very hard. I'm trying to stay patient and ready for anything, but if it's not one thing, it's another. BUT! I'm going to trust in God and know that He is with me and that I will eventually be "ok".
I hope everyone has a great and restful weekend and a happy week to follow. Happy early "26th" Birthday KRay! YOU'RE SUCHA
BAD LIAR! haha I will ALWAYS remember the day I found out how old you really are!...KRay: "Hey, Mariah! Could you go out to my car, girlfriend, so she can get those waters for FCA?" Me: "Yeah sure!" (me up to know good, you throw me your keys which you knew was a no-no after I came back!) I was just playing with your Velcro wallet on your keys and noticed your DRIVER'S LICENSE so I run back up to your room with Alana and we're just cracking up...KRay: "What are you laughing at, girlfriend?!?!" Me: "bahaha I know how old you are nah-nah-nah-nah-BOO-BOO!" KRay: "pshhh no you don't....OH CRAP YOU DO, you sneaky little thing you!" bahaha I love you and you totally make my day every time I see you! So have a HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! "Usually I tell my kids I'm 103!" love you, "GIRLFRIEND!" :)
Today, I went to the doctor because I've been having really bad, sharp pains on my left side from my ribs all the way down to my hip bone and around my diaphragm. I did blood work (which they had to poke both of my arms and dig to get a vein...fun right? YEAH RIGHT!). My test came back negative for any stomach ulcers and I'll find out on Monday if anything is wrong with my liver. My doctor thinks that it's all the medicine I'm on so she took me off of the Naproxen and told me to double up on my Nexium. Just glorious! I've been scared that something like this was going to happen and they told me that it was "ok" to take all that medicine at once where it won't do any harm. YEAH RIGHT! No offense to any of the doctors I've seen (and trust me, I've seen too many), but I'm really sick of all the tests, x-rays, MRIs, blood work, IVs, just EVERYTHING! It'll be 3 years in October, I believe, that all of this has been going on. They've tested me for diabetes (negative), tumors (negative), heart problems (negative), ulcers (negative) EVERYTHING UNDER THE MOON! and it's all NEGATIVE! It's scary, frustrating, and just plain out tiring. All the doctor appointments, ambulance rides, Emergency Room visits, pass outs, asthma attacks, medicines, just everything. But you know? I've been hanging in there, staying strong, taking all the pain that goes with the tests and the everyday pain, trusting God and knowing that He's with me, and choosing to put a smile on my face acting like every thing's fine when it's not. My stepmom, Tammy, has told me so many times that it's amazing how much I've been through the last 3 years and in my whole life and yet, I still have a smile on my face and have enough strength to say, "I'm doing ok," to someone who asks how I am, even though I'm far from just "ok." I'm honestly terrible. I'm just blessed to have family and friends who are so supporting even though they have no idea what it's like going through all of this, but they try they're best to keep me sane and smiling while taking everything off of my mind. I'm really grateful to have 2 awesome teachers behind me as well. Not only were they my teachers back in high school, but also my best friends and I'm glad I can still call them my best friends. Yesterday, Mrs. Ray could tell that something was wrong other than me just being in pain, and she told me that even though it's hard to talk about, it's even better to share the load sometimes. So, I told her everything that was on my mind. Mrs. Ray and Mrs. Moore have been there for me so long and this week, they're the main ones (including my mom and grandma) who have kept me sane and made sure that smile on my face was kept in it's place and I thank them so much for that. They always know what to do to make me feel better. They both just crack me up even if it's only them tripping over their own 2 feet (one foot for Mrs. Moore haha long story). I'm just so glad I have them to go to.
This week has just been a roller coaster and I'm trying my best to stay on no matter how many times it goes up, down, and around. I choose to stay strong and have a smile on my face no matter how hard it is and how much it hurts. I'm just ready for this to be over with and right now, but I feel like it's not going to. Everyone keeps telling me that they understand and that everything will be "ok" when they truly don't understand until they're in my position and when they don't know if everything will be "ok". Not trying to be negative, but I feel like it won't ever be just "ok". I'm trying to stay positive and just not think about it, but it's very hard. I'm trying to stay patient and ready for anything, but if it's not one thing, it's another. BUT! I'm going to trust in God and know that He is with me and that I will eventually be "ok".
I hope everyone has a great and restful weekend and a happy week to follow. Happy early "26th" Birthday KRay! YOU'RE SUCHA
BAD LIAR! haha I will ALWAYS remember the day I found out how old you really are!...KRay: "Hey, Mariah! Could you go out to my car, girlfriend, so she can get those waters for FCA?" Me: "Yeah sure!" (me up to know good, you throw me your keys which you knew was a no-no after I came back!) I was just playing with your Velcro wallet on your keys and noticed your DRIVER'S LICENSE so I run back up to your room with Alana and we're just cracking up...KRay: "What are you laughing at, girlfriend?!?!" Me: "bahaha I know how old you are nah-nah-nah-nah-BOO-BOO!" KRay: "pshhh no you don't....OH CRAP YOU DO, you sneaky little thing you!" bahaha I love you and you totally make my day every time I see you! So have a HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! "Usually I tell my kids I'm 103!" love you, "GIRLFRIEND!" :)
Thursday, September 10, 2009
"You say pickles funny TOO!"
Ok so the title of the blog is just a story by itself. Jackie and I ALWAYS pick on KRay because she says "pickles" SOOO funny with that cute accent of hers and Jackie's roommate, Paige has that same accent, so we told Paige to say "pickles" and she did it and Jackie and I rolled on the floor laughing while Paige looked at us like we were on crack sort of her KRay looked at me that one day in the car when I pointed out how funny she said "pickles". haha! but ANYWAY
Wow! I haven't updated in more than a week and I apologize. It's just been a very busy weekend and week at that! Let's see:
I went home this past weekend and had a lot of fun (minus Dakota being a brat, but what's new? lol). I watched some movies with my mom and just relaxed all weekend. Sunday night, we all went to my grandparents' house (who live right in front of me) to celebrate Amber's 21st birthday wahooo! :) And me and Jon-Ryan swore up and down that my grandma put mayonaise in that dang cake icing, but she said she didn't. We were still convinced that she did because it sure did taste like that and we were the only ones that tasted it haha! But anyway we had a blast!
I didn't go home until Tuesday morning which me and my mom were doing last minute shopping at 8:30 that morning. We went to Kohls to get me some jeans and a shirt and then to CVS here across from the campus to get some groceries. I was like 3 minutes late to my chorus class, but it was all good.
This week has been SO TIRING! Tuesday was a pretty chill day until that night! My LA 100 class and I had dinner with President Whitson (she's the president of C^2 if you didn't catch that lol). She's just so awesome and ve
ry sweet AND funny! We all had a great time and took TONS of pictures! Then after the dinner I went with Jackie and Jessica to the USC campus to go to this church event called RUF. We met a lot of nice people and it was just a blast! Britton, the preacher I guess he was lol, looks and talks EXACTLY like KRay's husband, Lawrence. It kinda freaked me out a little lol, but he's a very nice and funny guy. After RUF we went to Marble Slab which I must say I envy USC students SO BAD! They have a Burger King, Chick-Fil-A, Taco Bell, Marble Slab, and a Pizza Hut in their 2 story cafeteria. I don't like Burger King, but still, I envy them JUUUSSTT A LITTLE BIT! lol We had a lot of fun though. OH OH OH! So when Jackie, Jessica, and I were coming back to C^2, it totally made our night because we saw a prostitute which was VERY DISGUSTING but funny nonetheless. That shows how "bad" the neighborhoods are over here, but I still love C^2. We also got to ride in a cop car. NO, we didn't get in trouble. We were just getting escorted from the parking lot to our dorms because it's like 2 blocks away from the parking lot where we have to park. So that was the first time we ever rode in a cop car which is a good thing of course! :)
Yesterday, was just plain out exhausting. I had 4 classes and chapel to go to so I was go-go-Mariah from 9:00-2:30 (that's including lunch MOM). I got to eat at 2:00 right after chapel, but that wasn't good considering I hadn't eaten since 8:00 that morning. On Mondays, I don't get a lunch break at all because I have 6 classes on that day and then on Wednesdays I don't get a lunch break until 2:00. So, I think I'm going to go to Dean Kelley and ask her if there's any way I could do community service with KRay instead of going to chapel because by the time 2:00 rolls around, my blood sugar is really low and I feel extremely weak which isn't good at all. I've already passed out here already so I don't need that to happen again. :/
Today, is just quite boring I must say except my chorus class this morning even though I was quite tired. Melissa had to go home yesterday afternoon because she has the flu so maintenance had to come in our room and disinfect everything. I have hardly even seen Melissa since Friday so I think I'm good. I was hardly even in our room yesterday and I feel fine so I'm pretty sure I'm ok :)
Well now, I'm off to do more HW! booo. I have a 1:30 music class today and then I'm coming back here and either sleeping or doing more HW. I guess it all depends on whether or not I finish my HW now lol. But I hope all of you are having a good week and I miss you guys and love yall so much! I'll see most of yall either at the Homecoming Game/5th Quarter tomorrow night or at Chrysalis on Sunday night! :)
Wow! I haven't updated in more than a week and I apologize. It's just been a very busy weekend and week at that! Let's see:
I went home this past weekend and had a lot of fun (minus Dakota being a brat, but what's new? lol). I watched some movies with my mom and just relaxed all weekend. Sunday night, we all went to my grandparents' house (who live right in front of me) to celebrate Amber's 21st birthday wahooo! :) And me and Jon-Ryan swore up and down that my grandma put mayonaise in that dang cake icing, but she said she didn't. We were still convinced that she did because it sure did taste like that and we were the only ones that tasted it haha! But anyway we had a blast!
I didn't go home until Tuesday morning which me and my mom were doing last minute shopping at 8:30 that morning. We went to Kohls to get me some jeans and a shirt and then to CVS here across from the campus to get some groceries. I was like 3 minutes late to my chorus class, but it was all good.
This week has been SO TIRING! Tuesday was a pretty chill day until that night! My LA 100 class and I had dinner with President Whitson (she's the president of C^2 if you didn't catch that lol). She's just so awesome and ve
ry sweet AND funny! We all had a great time and took TONS of pictures! Then after the dinner I went with Jackie and Jessica to the USC campus to go to this church event called RUF. We met a lot of nice people and it was just a blast! Britton, the preacher I guess he was lol, looks and talks EXACTLY like KRay's husband, Lawrence. It kinda freaked me out a little lol, but he's a very nice and funny guy. After RUF we went to Marble Slab which I must say I envy USC students SO BAD! They have a Burger King, Chick-Fil-A, Taco Bell, Marble Slab, and a Pizza Hut in their 2 story cafeteria. I don't like Burger King, but still, I envy them JUUUSSTT A LITTLE BIT! lol We had a lot of fun though. OH OH OH! So when Jackie, Jessica, and I were coming back to C^2, it totally made our night because we saw a prostitute which was VERY DISGUSTING but funny nonetheless. That shows how "bad" the neighborhoods are over here, but I still love C^2. We also got to ride in a cop car. NO, we didn't get in trouble. We were just getting escorted from the parking lot to our dorms because it's like 2 blocks away from the parking lot where we have to park. So that was the first time we ever rode in a cop car which is a good thing of course! :)Yesterday, was just plain out exhausting. I had 4 classes and chapel to go to so I was go-go-Mariah from 9:00-2:30 (that's including lunch MOM). I got to eat at 2:00 right after chapel, but that wasn't good considering I hadn't eaten since 8:00 that morning. On Mondays, I don't get a lunch break at all because I have 6 classes on that day and then on Wednesdays I don't get a lunch break until 2:00. So, I think I'm going to go to Dean Kelley and ask her if there's any way I could do community service with KRay instead of going to chapel because by the time 2:00 rolls around, my blood sugar is really low and I feel extremely weak which isn't good at all. I've already passed out here already so I don't need that to happen again. :/
Today, is just quite boring I must say except my chorus class this morning even though I was quite tired. Melissa had to go home yesterday afternoon because she has the flu so maintenance had to come in our room and disinfect everything. I have hardly even seen Melissa since Friday so I think I'm good. I was hardly even in our room yesterday and I feel fine so I'm pretty sure I'm ok :)
Well now, I'm off to do more HW! booo. I have a 1:30 music class today and then I'm coming back here and either sleeping or doing more HW. I guess it all depends on whether or not I finish my HW now lol. But I hope all of you are having a good week and I miss you guys and love yall so much! I'll see most of yall either at the Homecoming Game/5th Quarter tomorrow night or at Chrysalis on Sunday night! :)
the elevator was amusing :)
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Sick :(
Well I had to go home last night because I was sick and I didn't want to get my roommate sick if I was contagious (which I don't think I was...I'm pretty sure all it is is asthma and sinus junk since the temperature dropped). So I got some sinus medicine in me and I feel some what better. The only bad thing is that I couldn't really sing in chorus today :/
But anyway, classes are going good. Yesterday was my first day of my Precalculus 104 class and it went very well. Yesterday was a VERY lonnnggg day! I had 5 classes and a voice lesson, so technically I had 6 classes and didn't have a lunch break. I was in classes from 9:00 in the a.m. to 2:50 in the p.m. It wasn't fun at all! Then I went home and went up to the high school to run errands and came back to my house and took pictures and just relaxed since I didn't feel good.
Today, was a better day I guess you could say. I still don't feel so hot, couldn't sing that well in chorus, and didn't have an appetite. BUT OMGOSH! So I went to the bookstore to see if any of the rest of my books were in (which they weren't booo), but I DID get my Casio calculator and can I just say, IT'S FREAKIN' AWESOME! ok yes, I'm a math nerd, this I know. You don't have to ask or question me on that! haha
Haha I'm watching a Jeff Dunham video (and if you've never heard of him or have never watched some of his videos, PLEASE DO they are HILARIOUS!). Well anyway, I'm watching the one Mrs. Moore was telling me about like 2 weeks ago about the prius. It's really funny and what makes it funnier is knowing that KRay HAS a prius! haha you HAVE to go watch it! (KRay that means you too...you'll totally love it!) here's the link: (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qP-tyvBGla4) :)
Well I'm going to cut it shorter than usual because I'm EXTREMELY tired and even though it's only 10:15, I'm going to bed!
But anyway, classes are going good. Yesterday was my first day of my Precalculus 104 class and it went very well. Yesterday was a VERY lonnnggg day! I had 5 classes and a voice lesson, so technically I had 6 classes and didn't have a lunch break. I was in classes from 9:00 in the a.m. to 2:50 in the p.m. It wasn't fun at all! Then I went home and went up to the high school to run errands and came back to my house and took pictures and just relaxed since I didn't feel good.
Today, was a better day I guess you could say. I still don't feel so hot, couldn't sing that well in chorus, and didn't have an appetite. BUT OMGOSH! So I went to the bookstore to see if any of the rest of my books were in (which they weren't booo), but I DID get my Casio calculator and can I just say, IT'S FREAKIN' AWESOME! ok yes, I'm a math nerd, this I know. You don't have to ask or question me on that! haha
Haha I'm watching a Jeff Dunham video (and if you've never heard of him or have never watched some of his videos, PLEASE DO they are HILARIOUS!). Well anyway, I'm watching the one Mrs. Moore was telling me about like 2 weeks ago about the prius. It's really funny and what makes it funnier is knowing that KRay HAS a prius! haha you HAVE to go watch it! (KRay that means you too...you'll totally love it!) here's the link: (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qP-tyvBGla4) :)
Well I'm going to cut it shorter than usual because I'm EXTREMELY tired and even though it's only 10:15, I'm going to bed!
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